Right now I’m just in one of those really weird moods. It’s like I want to be happy and be done with all of that, but I can’t. I know I should just let it all go; put it in the past. But, something keeps me holding onto nothing. It’s pointless and a waste of time to sit around being upset over things I can’t change, I know. I just wish I would’ve appricated everything more when I had it. I’m just wishing I didn’t care anymore, there really is no reason for me to. I need change, to surround myself with only positive aspects. After all,I’m only so young and all of this won’t matter within time. This will all pass, just another bump in the road.